sPeCiAL tO mY LovELy fRen....

selamat pengantin baru dear~~~ semoga kekal hingga akhir hayat... hehehhe

kawen dah sowang lagi kawan aq... huhuhu canteqqq sgt2..... lepas ni dah tak leh karok slalu la yunk.. hehhehehheh papepon semoga bahagia slamnya.. lurve you!!!! muahck!

Saat pertama aku mengenal dirimu

Berdetar jiwa ragaku kau mempersoraku

Tanpamu aku lemah

Kau berikan kucahaya

Terangi gelap hidupku

Kululuh Padamu

Dengar Hatiku

Kanku Bisikan Cintaku (CintakU)

Lihat Jiwaku

Kan Kau Dapatkan Setia....ku

Ingat Diriku Kau Kan Rasakan Rinduku

Untuk Dirimu KanKu Berikan Hidupku..wooo...

interbiu owh interbiu~~~

salam... erm ahad lepas 23/5/2010 adelah ari yg aku kene pegi interbiu utk mn prog dpli~~ tak taw rezeki aku dpt ke tak~~ tp aku cube dgn penuh sungguh2~~ berdebar2 toksh cakap arr~~ sejak mlm lg aku tak tdo~~ mcm2 dlm pale otak ni pkir soklan ape yg akan kuar sok... puas cube melelapkan mata tp tak berjaya.. dekat kol 3 gak baru le tdo tu po aku tak sedar aku tdo act kol bpe.. bgn awl pg kol 630 aku bgn.. owh dipagi ahad yg syahdu aku memungkiri janji kiter emadu asmara smpi bgn lmbt~~ maaf aku kene p interbiu wahai katil n tilamku~~ dihantar oleh tunang tersayang.. huhuhu siap suh aku tarik napas.. bertenang. n zikir manyak2.. aku angguk je.. dalam pale otak al-fatihah n ayat kursi tak pernah putusw aku bace~~ semoga semua dipermudahkan~~ n smpi je kat UTM... p kulih 4.. bukan men berdebar aku coz ramai sgt~~ aku bilik kuliah 4 kuliah lain tak taw la.. aku candidate ke 5~ yg laen dtg dgn gaya masing2.. gaya cikgu dah nampak dah~~ huhu psiko btul~~ uhuhu.. tp aku kuat semangat gak..

smpi giliran aku... masuk melagkah penuh dgn dbaran ddada~~ (nseb bek tak terkucil pki high heels lak tue) hehehhe aku dduk je.. diorang dah mule tnye~~ mcm2 rr. aku tak stnndby mana pun ape2.. aku azam jawab ape y aku taw je.. tak taw ckp tak taw~~so far ok~~ tp slek plak.. time dia tnye sejarah kg aku~~ FELDA TAIB ANDAK~~ pe aku nak jawab.. aku tak taw.. aku pon ckp aku tak taw.. diorang senyum je.. dlm ati aku.. mampos la aku camni.. huhuhu

yg bestnyer diorang tnye pasal background aku.. pasal majikan aku.. tang tu aku sebak ckit.. yela mengenang kan muke kak jun.. kak haz.. nad... n en din.. diowang baek.. dgn gelagat en jamari yg suke gado2 debat dgn aku... erm... ble t'byg wajah2 tu aku jd sebak.. coz diorang baek sgt~~ n rasa syg utk tinggalkan sumer ni.. tp ape daya aku nak kerjaya yg lebih terjamin.... tu je....

so interbiu ni amek mase 30 minit gak,, lama tue..

PiLihAn...... ChOIsE....eLLeCTion... (Part 2)

sambung yang lepas.. (hehhehheh).. bile kiter cakap pasal pilihan hati.. pasti akan termenung.. (mcm kucing comel kat atas tu)hihihi... dalam ati mcm2 soalan timbul...

situasi 1 : Bagi insan single.....

               time tgh solo ni.. bnyaklah pilihan yang boleh dibuat.. nak yg mcm mana.. beriman.. kacak.. cantik... kaya.. or sederhana.. semua masih boleh dipertimbangkan lagi.. sbb masih solo.. cuma akan jd muke comel mcm kat atas tu bila tetiba ramai pemuda2 diluar sana yang hantar "borang permohonan" utk jadi pakwe, boypren... n sbginyer... nak kne tapis form.. nak kne thick satu2 kriteria mana yang kiter nak... bila form dah tapis.. setan dlm hati jadi tamak.. timbul la rasa napela tak jmp lelaki yang ade semua list yg kiter nak.. nak kat si form si A tak de yang ni... form si B plak takde yang ni.... erm.. ni yang sepatutnya dielakkan... gadis2 yang comel n cun (mcm sy) hehheheh.. belajarlah mengenali seseorang terlebih dahulu... mgkin dia tidak kacak.. tp dia taw batas utk berkawan.. tu yg penting... (",)

situasi 2 : Bagi insan yg pre married......

              Time ni of course kiter dah rasa betol2 dapat terima dia... segala kekuranagn.. segala kelebihan... sebab time ni mungkin dah boleh aku simpulkan sebagai.. kiter dah jmp pilihan hati.. kiter dah nak hidup bersama dengan dia... tak kirelah... mungkin hanya mengenali dia dalam sebulan ke..  1 tahun ke.. sepuluh tahun ke.. berbelas tahun ke.. bila kiter buat keputusan untuk berkahwin dgn si dia.. time ni dah tentu kiter kaun pompuan dah pikir hanya dia yang terbaik yang telah kiter pilih untuk membimbing kiter.. untuk mengasihi kita... even kadang2 keburukkan sikapnya pun kiter dah anggap setiap manusia tak perfect.., so kiter leh cover dgn perangai kiter.. mcm ungkapan2 cinta yang lain.... setiap manusia diciptakan untuk melengkapi satu sama lain... tp kadang2 bila dah nak sampai waktu nikah.. hati sempat lagi berbisik... betul ke ini jodoh yang tercipta buatku.. betulke ini jodoh yang aku nak... time ni kiter lupe.... kiter jadi ragu... tak salah.. sbb kiter pompuan.. slalu fkir kawen mesti kekal hingga akhir hayat.... tp ape kata tarik nafas dalam2 n sebut dalam hati.. insyaAllah.... inilah pilihan yang Allah hadirkan dalam hidupku....

situasi 3 : Bagi insan yang dah kawen.....

Aku harap time ni takdelah timbul isu pilihan hati.. (",)v sebab kiter dah buat keputusan untuk hidup bersama dengan si dia.... jagalah hati dan perasaan semoga kiter tak terpencong.. atau terlencong.. pada pilihan lain.... time ni kiter kene set.. baik buruknya dia.. begitu jua dgn kiter.. baik buruknya kite... sentiasalah berdoa pada-Nya... agar hubungan ini dalam barakah....,.,  <3

Kengkawan ini hanyalah pendapat.... setiap kiter melalui pengalaman yang berbeza... mgkin kdg2 yang berlaku seperti perpisahan.. bukanlah sesuatu yang kita mintak... pernah dgr tak... Tuhan akan menguji hamba-Nya mengikut kemampuan hambanya.... semakin Allah menguji kita.. semakin Allah menyayangi kita..... sebabtu berdoalah setiap masa... bukan time waktu2 emergency sahaja... (tazkirah utk diri sendiri gaks... heheh)... harap salah silap dapat dimaafkan.. ini tiada kne mengena dgn yg hidup atau pun yang telah meninggal dunia... baik dtgnya dari-Dia.. buruk dari diri saya sendiri jua.. (",)v

               

Luahan Rasa Syukur...~~~~

Firstly, Alhamdulillah, thank to God for the blessings given and the opportunity for me to become a teacher. Comes from teachers family background, never cross in my mind to become a teacher like my mom and dad someday, but I’m very thankful because I will be a part of the zillion teachers. After graduate, I got my first job at my hometown, Johor, and worked as an account assistant for 2 years at bunker Oil Company. Lots of experience I get during working at there and within these 2 years, all my colleagues always called me with the title of “Guru Besar”. Don’t know why I was called like that, maybe because of my physical looks “chubby” and my character at the office. But now, I really thankful to them because of their prayers I get offer to continue my childhood ambition. I’m pretty sure; both of my parents are the happiest person hearing that I will continue study being a teacher.

Dated of 07.04.2010 has changed everything in my life, my first attempts was success and on that day I need to register at University Technology Mara (UiTM, Shah Alam) to take the course of DPLI (Diploma Pendidikan Lepas Ijazah). I really didn’t aspect that this is will be a tough course because we need to finish this course in 10 months include 3 months of practicum. Various subjects that we have learned in this course were mean to achieve the objectives of post-graduate Diploma in Education (DPLI). It is not easy for us to attend this program. There are lot of trials and challenges that have confronted us. But, I still feel very grateful for the opportunity to study and take this DPLI course.

Almost one year at Uitm, this DPLI course really have change in me, especially in my attitude and my “box of thinking” about teaching. Before this I always thought that teaching is the simple process of transferring knowledge from one person to other persons. But it is not only that, besides transferring the knowledge to the students the teacher also responsible to build the student excellent in the term of JERI. I also didn’t aspect someday that I’m an ordinary person will give that extraordinary things in my life. I’m really thankful to all my super heroes and heroin lecturers that always give support, sharing their experiences and time with me and my friends to complete this course successfully.

There were many things I have learned during these two semesters, facing with the new subjects about educations and so on. During semester 1, meetings new members of new becoming teachers was make me feel likes little “ant” because most of them was graduate from IPTA universities with average CGPA 3.50 above. But, everything was change because all my friends always support and never once seeing me as a loser even thou they all knows I was graduate from IPTS university. “We are here to make friends. We are here to be a great teacher. And we need each other to completing this, so that our dream will be coming true”, Nor Hafizah Md Salleh thanks to your words my cuties friend. I really appreciated it.

I also remembered on what Dr Norshidah Mohd Nordin said in her class, “For being a teacher not only rely on your interest, not just rely on your degree scroll, but to be a teacher, first you must pray and ask it from Allah, because being are teacher your heart must be fully with sincere and honest”. These sounds pretty beautiful; what Dr Norshidah said is true, it is because the truly teacher is the teacher that always doing their job in teaching with fully sincere and never ask for gift or rewards.

She also reminds us not to become teachers 25^th every month. Hehe, it’s sounds funny, but what she trying to says is, she did not want all of us become teacher that just come to the school doing teaching without any point and waiting for the salary at 25^th every end of the month. She wants all of us being a teacher that will give an extraordinary impact to the students.

After semester 1, without any week of break, I and all my friends continue our DPLI semester 2. At this semester we also facing new subject of education, but this semester more tuff rather than semester 1. At this semester also we all must well prepared to get ready doing our practicum. What I really like in this semester class is the very experienced lecturers that always sharing their stories about their last students. Most of their stories become the spirit that encourages us to become the super teacher.

“When we talk about teacher, there is not only chalk and blackboard; there is not only about book and pencil, but it something that when someday u see a person that can still remembered and called you “teacher”, it is about how you feel about it, even he did not wearing branded clothes or drive a Mercedes car, even he just a worker not a boss.” – Dr Shariff Bin Omar. Yes, it is about how you feel about it. Maybe I can’t feel it right now, but by seeing the face of Dr Shariff, I can say; that is how “a teacher” feels.

Almost 1 year was being DPLI students in UiTM give me lots of new exposure about teacher life. This course really helps me and my friends to build an image of the future teacher in ourselves. Even many of people out there said students nowadays totally different with the previous students, but as a teacher I will take it as a challenge. It is because I believe as long there were called are teachers there must have a students, as long there were called are students, there also must have a teachers. Therefore, a teacher and the students cannot be separate.

“In you I see me,

Through you I found me,

With you I know me”

–Pn Rohaya Abdul Wahab.

Thanks Madam, thanks cause always guideline us with your touch full philosophy. It is fact and true, nobody can live alone in this world. “No man in an island”. We always need each others. Like us, we need our students, we need them, because we also want them to be a person, it enough if I can see my students can survive and build their own beautiful life. I also really need my students, to me become a better teacher, to me be more sincere, to me be more sensitive about what is the real teacher going to be. Teacher is not only about how you teach, it all about how u being admire and inspiration for the rest of your students’ life.

I want to thank you to all of my lecturers who are always committed to build us to be a human and extraordinary teacher. I cannot pay it, but I will pray it and ask from Allah to give all my lecturers strengthen, long life with healthiness, and live happily ever after. I am very grateful for all that has been determined by Allah. I also pray that I will be given the strength and spirit to assume the responsibilities conferred and determined by Allah. Insha’Allah. Amin..

PiLiHan~~~ ChOicE~~eLeCciOn~~ part 1

memilih.. dipilih.. dan terpilih... makne yg berbeza tp sebutan yg hampir sama... bile kiter sebut pasal pilihan dalam hidup semua org tertumpu dengan pilihan hati~~ walhal ade perkara lain yang boleh dikaitkan.. pilihan kerja.. pilihan belajar... n so on... tp pilihan hati jd first place dlm our mind.. nape? sbb kiter akan ckp tnye sama hati~~~ hehehehhehe....

TEPUK DADA TANYA SELERA... IKUT KATA HATI.... INSTINCT (NALURI HATI).... semua hati.... bile masuk bab pilihan hati... semua dah ade list nak yang terbaik.. nape nak yang terbaik?
sebab :

1) kiter dah cukup baik...?
2) kiter yang terbaik?

SBB... kiter TAMAK... pada pendapat aq.. sbb kiter tamak.. kiter nak semua yg ter... dlm hidup kiter.. tp tak pernah nak cermin diri sendiri... erm.... renung-renungkan.. (out jap).. (",)v

wEddInG sEpUpU~~kUpU-KuPu~~